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Thursday, May 24, 2007

if i could save time in a bottle

i wish that i could save feelings and re-use them whenever i wanted. i wish i could save the feeling of fullness, and use it every time i want to eat, and then i wouldnt. becuase i loathe that feeling so much.

happy 2 years of this xanga! its really amazing ive been in this vicious cycle for so long.

time for a fresh start.

NEW SITE.

grossiraphobia


Wednesday, May 23, 2007

she was a real royal lady

bff spending the night tonight. that means alot of drinking. and sneaking out of my window at 1 AM

is there any reason to eat? why must we consume? God, why couldnt you have made us survive on air or water or something void of calories?

la norriture

all too depressing to think about.

l'eau

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

l'exercice

who knows.

totale consommation

total:  not telling

cw:  afraid of numbers

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^again, me, the fat pig.

and i still cant decide on a new username. thats me. miss i-dont-know-what-i-want-and-i-dont-trust-my-own-opinion.

this time, could you rank them? (like 1,2,3,4...) just in case i dont like the one most people voted for? sorry to be such a stupid bother.

  • petite_bones
  • thinmartini
  • grossiraphobia


Tuesday, May 22, 2007

A heart just can't contain all of that empty space, it breaks

laughing and watching my favorite show, so signs of computation on my face. eating small bites of a hated meal, calculating numbers, dividing, adding, subtracting. calories.

its an obsession. necessary obsession. and im still afraid of that scale. with its digital analog screen and the cold metal pads to place my heavy feet, its white square cynical shape. it mocks me.

i just need to get over myself and my selfish wants. and simply stop eating.

la norriture

b- none
l- half of a frescata ham, oranges, tea   290
d- chicken, tomato   90
s- ice cream   200

l'eau

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

l'exercice

violin   -30

totale consommation

total:  580

cw:  afraid of numbers

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^ thats me. the fatass.

FINAL VOTE

its been narrowed down to the 4 most voted for. please vote again si vous plait.

  • thinmartini
  • ne_mange_pas
  • petite_bones
  • grossiraphobia


Monday, May 21, 2007

get back to the center and if you remember

i hate my username, but im content with everything else, so im thinking about opening a new account but just transfering everything over to it after my 2 year anniversary of this site.

good plan? or no?

if so, im thinking of new usernames. please tell me which is best:

  • ribbons_and_bones
  • thinmartini
  • starving_vodka
  • maigre_modele
  • ne_mange_pas
  • petite_bones
  • grossiraphobia

any suggestions?

thanks for the suggestions...but more votes please because no one has picked the same ones...

today was alright. i had violin. im starting the Mozart concerto, 1st movement and i really adore it. so im going to practice. and my dad is giving me $10 for every hour i do, so...if i practice 50 hours thats $500, which equals an iPhone...or some Marc Jacobs shoes...or my Fendi cuff...or a Chloe dress...

la norriture

b- toast, milk   120
l- half of a frescata ham, oranges   170
d- brocolli   20
s- tba

l'eau

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

l'exercice

violin   -30

totale consommation

total:  280

cw:  afraid of numbers


Sunday, May 20, 2007

i suck at life.

 



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